Love Me Not

Some days are just really hard to cope after a divorce that shouldn't have ever happen under the circumstances in which it did. My heart, my soul, every thought, every dream, every fantasy, the past, in the future are all crying today. My love is always unconditional. My love is my worst enemy in so many ways. Everyday I tried to improve my boundaries for myself, my family, and my friends. I truly believe that the best part of unconditional love is forgiveness. There is no past. There is only today and tomorrow. And I will learn to live without my soulmate for every day in the future until my last breath. Also with forgiveness come see ability to do whatever it takes to make the one you love happy. It just so happened that the one thing that will make this nightmare of memories go away it's to Grant his One Last Wish. And that is to never see or talk to me again as long as he lives. So in order to make him whole again and have a future of his own that Grant has been give...

     Have you ever know someone who just has to win? Ya know, that person who will do anything to be superior to everyone else? Maybe they think they are self-entitled? I know that I have ran into a few of "these" types of people throughout my lifetime. I try to stay as far away from them as possible! Sometimes you cannot avoid the contact depending on how they are handling the rejection of you not giving them what they want. Then again, when life throws am few curve balls, just give them what they want and walk away-never look back!      Are you going to argue the fact that you should never give in? I'd love to hear from people and how they would handle these types of situations. What is someone's mental health worth? One can argue that there is no price tag on sanity, but I'm going to tell you that there is (at least in my case).